by Elizabeth Kestrel Rogers
You dream of the cresting waves every night
As they arch overhead, with hands to drag you down
Sharp teeth and slit eyes, fins a pynoun
At the end of the lure lies a singular light
During the day you feel like drowning
The mucus in your lungs dark green, cloying and thick
Your movements become slow, anemic
To this nothing your life is quickly amounting
She is not beautiful, nor charming
But your days grow shorter, and those waves are calling
It might be nice to rest, stop stalling
Her fine hands wind in your hair, her smile disarming
This is the control you sought so long
A way to take matters into your own two hands
All it takes is to go into those hinterlands
Your body joins hers, flesh together, a song
Together one, sharing her vision
A new world opens, excitement a frisson.
© Copyright Elizabeth Kestrel Rogers
Elizabeth Kestrel Rogers is a California based writer of both fiction and nonfiction. She graduated from the University of Edinburgh with an MSc in Creative Writing and has since worked primarily as a nature/conservation writer. Her essays have also been in The Mary Sue and Strange Horizons, while her fiction has appeared in Translunar Travelers Lounge. Her poetry can be found in Strange Horizons and Kaleidotrope.
Read the Rest of the October Issue

- The Ossuary at Ocean’s End by Marisca Pichette
- Elemental by Marlan Quade Cook
- portrait of a girl in water by Ashley Bao
- A Thousand Souls by Marie Brennan
- Seafloor Skull by Inkshark
- The Ghosts of Mermaids & The Answer Atop Mermaid’s Rest by Coral Alejandra Moore and Cathin Yang
- Awoken by Elyse Russell and Miranda Leyson
- The Abyssal Architect by Ori Jay
- One Last Shriek by Umiyuri Katsuyama
- Merfolks as a Passage from My Thoughts and Doings by Chinua Ezenwa-Ohaeto
- This Is Your Home by Stefan Slater
- Mermaidsong by Csilla Kleinheincz
- Fish Out of Water: How Mermaids Represent Disabled, Queer Folk Like Me by Melanie Jayne Ashford
- “a sea-like condition” by Felicia Martinez
- This Is You by Kathryn Kania
- Before You Go in Search of Spirits & The Truth They Hear in My Heart by Cathin Yang and Coral Alejandra Moore
- Dreams of Another Life by Elizabeth Kestrel Rogers
- Charting the Next Adventure by Meg Frank